i am going to start breaking shit i fucking swear, you come home, and i will fucking kill you on the spot for all of the shit you have done.

i hate you for betraying what little trust i have, what little fucking faith i have in your good decision making, burned up what little desire i had to make this all work. 

i don’t even know.

blood all fucking over, and this is fucking stupid.

no one should have the right to make me feel like this.

at least i have my cats.