January 2010
104 posts
Jan 1st
@lovelyhorrorshow
hello-lovely: after our talk on the way down from the parking lot the other day, i’ve been wondering why i never took the chances to get to know you. so hi. well hi there :) I didn’t see this post, so I apologize for now having responded sooner D: First step in getting to know new people (or at least my first step)- “What’s your favorite kinda music?’ :3 ...
Jan 1st
Review, 2009.
January. Hits me I’m sixteen, party. Ring in the new year at Jeff’s and I get  thrown into a very very cold pool.  Still bitter about Nolan at the time forgetting my birthday a few days ago, we’re fighting a whole lot at this point.  Jump into a new scene, and this fucking douchebag Cory indirectly treats me like a whore. February. Valentine’s Day passes with hellish...
Jan 1st
December 2009
53 posts
“(732): i find it simply astounding you spelled drunken wrong but pterodactyl...”
Dec 31st
YESTURDEEEE
was my birthday :D woot. seventeen. double woot.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dec 28th
Stranger things have happened.
the one that accepts me goes on and on about how he loves scene style? how I should be like that? HAH. Ill give you punk motherfucking edge, so sharp ill rip your tongue out.
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Hah. Just kidding. You called me five fucking times to tell me how high you were.
Dec 27th
I REALIZE THAT I AM NEVER GOING TO BE HAPPY.
And I hate the fact that I settle for this. FUCKFUCKFUCK. I am in a terrible state right now- this is unhealthy.
Dec 27th
It's five AM where I am.
Much earlier than I should be up.  But see, here’s what happened. I woke up, and I was thirsty, no no no. I won’t get out of bed, I’m far too warm. I notice my phone has four missed calls and a voicemail.  You? What the fuck. First sentence is “I love you” the next is “We’re really high right now…” I hate you. To the core of my being, I...
Dec 27th
serpentsbeneaththeirhoods: beneathmybones: There’s a difference between YOUR & YOU’RE EXAMPLE: Is this YOUR bitch? YOU’RE an asshole! There’s a difference between THERE, THEIR, & THEY’RE EXAMPLE: What the fuck are you doing over THERE? THEIR shit is legit. THEY’RE fucking ridiculous. anddddd A LOT IS TWO WORDS FUCKER. fucking get it right. It’s not that hard, seriously.
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
serpentsbeneaththeirhoods: ohmytalkinbird: I have so many things that I want to say but I can’t put them into words. I have so many thoughts in my head. So many thoughts about nothing. I have so many things I’d like to do but I can’t do them. I have so many fears. I’m afraid of everything and anything. I’m a mess an I don’t think I know any other way. I’m stuck. I just want to figure out the...
Dec 27th
vacuuming
while no one else is home, kind of freaks me out. im not a fan of not being able to hear anything while having my back turned. and plus, it scares my dog.
Dec 27th
typical breakfast
mozzarella on english muffins, orange mango juice. gummy bear vitamins. by the way, im turning 17 in four days. believe it or not :D
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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BY THE WAY
HELLO FOLLOWERS. I am horrifically sorry for the fact that I have been rather absentminded as of late, as of always, and I owe you all a huge fantasmi-gasmic hug, high five, or a kiss. Whichever you prefer, because I truly do appreciate your interest in what I have to say- and it’s a warm kinda fuzzy feeling I get. So have a merry little evening, whatever joys it may bring, I hope are...
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
And It Really breaks me.
when you dont want to talk to me- you think its so cute and funny for fucks sake, youre my boyfriend. its fucking christmas. i am not going to be around forever kid, nor am i going to be around anywhere close to it. you know when you visit? i dont want to talk to you then. ROT.
Dec 26th
COPYRIGHT.
looking up on the silver screen alongside stars youve never seen You never thought today they’d be Missing all the simplicity lives look up on the silver screen which  holds projections of our dreams realize tomorrow well be fueling schemes of the tv you never know what it means untilyoure deprived and  if it strikes you as meaningful, youre alive and if it seems like the worlds on the end of...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
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About Me
1. My hair is currently red, but it has been pink, purple, turquoise, white, blue, green, orange, minty green, periwinkle, navy, blonde, and brown in the past. 2. I have had my lip pierced (left twice, then snakebites for a short period of time), my septum, my cartilage multiple times, and my ears (three on the left, two on the right.)  I have done all of these myself aside from my first lobe...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
Discovery!
my mom saw my three extra ear piercings. not a clue what shes going to do about it. thus far, moods and tempers are mellow. weather, sunny.
Dec 25th
so when i say
goodnight to you, or goodbye for a week, i feel like an “i love you” is in order. kid, were pulling apart.
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
im excited,
acoustic jam sesh with whats left of our band, Masquerade. maybe ill post the results here later.
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
Resolutions, circa 2010.
-Stop starting fights about stupid things that piss me off and don’t truly matter in the long scheme of things. - Be less socially awkward and embrace the fact that maybe yes, I do have a life. - Apply for my dream college, even if I can’t afford it.  You miss 100% of the shots that you don’t take. - Try not to be a hypocrite. - Try not to be a self righteous egomaniac. -...
Dec 22nd
as of late
ive been seeing more and more of what I am becoming, and im scared that you will fear it. reverting back to my past, and i dont know how i feel about it. new years resolutions? i dont know.
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
A single sperm has 37.5MB of DNA information in...
somethingintellectual: inothernews: tuberculosisj: inothernews: velvetrobots: meltinyourmouth: via “Download” now has new meaning. So a thumb drive will do? Or a compact dick. I mean disc. “Hard disk” > “floppy disk” I am amused.
Dec 18th
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Dec 15th
Dec 15th
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You don't realize how much you care about someone...
perfecting-failure: hennierose: blogconfession: (via mols)
Dec 15th
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Dec 14th
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i miss
getting trashed on weeknights.
Dec 14th
Dec 9th
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Girls.
steevohthemute: One thing I’ve learned in all I’ve been through, Girls have feelings. Girls are a force that have been reckoned with for thousands of years. Girls can be extremely clever, intellectual, all in their own cunning way. Girls can be the most jealous creatures on earth, Not that guys aren’t, just that girls can do it better. They will take all you’ve known, all you’ve ever loved...
Dec 8th
“I do not have a psychiatrist and I do not want one, for the simple reason that...”
–  James Thurber
Dec 7th
More like "MLIG"
fuckthisblog: anxiousvanity: Today I overheard my sister’s jerk boyfriend telling her that after his haircut he is going to look ten times better. My little brother then popped out of nowhere and said, “ten times zero is still a zero”. MLIA.
Dec 7th